I'm Not Sorry - A modernist apology

I'm not Sorry
(A modernist Apology)

to feign is to fancy, i guess
it's unapt to call you true
when you can't tell what's black from blue
you kept well hid, your emotions ---
a disguise to modern sincerity, that's
unduly anxious of you to say, "we won't, but, if we,"
it's funny how you fan those flames with meanings of multiple entities and still able to missed out something superficial like that
boy you're too cautious to drop wrong emojis on a stern sex chat
triviality is being surfaced that denounce me of false sublime
shouldn't have called you shallow
i know
it all starts from down below
Pride!
should've apologise
but
i just can't unfurl myself by surprise
im so sorry
that
im not sorry